An Unimaginable Life

Paradox: Alan Watts & Frida Kahlo

In this episode, Alan Watts and Frida Kahlo come to teach us all about Paradox and Condradictions. They explain how paradox is the nature of creation itself. While we all try to cling to certainty, it's simply not possible. But if we can learn to ride the wave of paradox itself, we find balance.
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Dead Talk: Anthony Bourdain and Oscar Wilde

Prepare for an extraordinary journey as two legendary figures – the famously witty Oscar Wilde and the brilliantly authentic Anthony Bourdain – they crash our podcast, arriving fashionably late and ready to challenge everything you thought you knew!
This isn't just an interview; it's a vibrant, uncensored dialogue that playfully kicks off with "National Be Late to Something Day" and the deliciously irreverent theme of "Samosas, Slackers, and Soul's Hunger." Picture Oscar, with his sharp, sweeping wit and "loungy energy" like a grand theater curtain's reveal, alongside Anthony, embodying the grounded, "food truck" vibe of the American street. Together, they invite you to embrace "the exquisite art of doing nothing at all," elevating lateness to a philosophy and fried food to a sacrament.
But beneath the charming rebellion lies a profound, shared truth: loneliness. This episode delves deep into how both men grappled with this universal human experience, yet in starkly different ways.
• Anthony Bourdain reveals how he initially mistook his profound loneliness for an insatiable "hunger" and a "brokenness" within, believing more travel and stories would finally fill the void. He candidly shares the depths of this struggle, even considering ending his life, before ultimately realizing that this "appetite of the soul" was, in fact, a powerful "compass" pointing him towards genuine connection and authenticity.
• Oscar Wilde speaks to the universal "human dilemma" of confusing desire with inadequacy. He clarifies that our deepest appetites are not flaws but powerful signals, "seeking" and "searching" for the truth that already resides within us.
This captivating dialogue then explores the complex nature of self-worth, with Bourdain sharing his constant battle against the feeling of "I'm not enough yet," even after countless accomplishments. He ultimately discovers that "self-worth doesn't come from feeding the hunger" but from sitting with it, understanding it as a beacon, not a void. His powerful realization? "Our self-worth is eternal" and "isn't up for negotiation."
Discover their unique sensitivities: Wilde's "very emotionally sensitive" nature, where wit became his shield against hypocrisy and rejection, and he clung to beauty and words in his darkest hours. Bourdain, highly empathic, absorbed the "emotional weight from the stories of others," leading to a restlessness he tried to manage by immersing himself in others' worlds, often feeling a "block" to fully experiencing flowing love due to layers of injustice and loss.
Oscar Wilde offers a profound distinction between "surviving" – "clinging to the bare bones of existence," a state of "gray," and "thriving" – where existence becomes "an expression," full of "laughter and color," like iridescent mother-of-pearl.
Finally, you’ll walk away with practical wisdom for navigating loneliness in your own life, including daily practices to inject spontaneity and beauty into your routine. Don't miss their poignant toasts and the incredible symbolic gifts they leave us:
• Oscar's "watch without time": An ornate gold pocket watch that opens to a mirror, reminding us that life is "not measured in hours, but in beauty, in laughter and in love."
• Anthony's "chipped bowl of shared fire": A powerful symbol that "you are never alone at the table," with ancestors, guides, strangers, and friends always present. It’s a call to place your loneliness in this bowl, allowing the embers to "reduce it down to connection," and to love your authentic self, chips and all.
Tune in for a truly unforgettable episode, filled with wit, wisdom, and profound revelations that will shift your perspective on life, hunger, and the eternal nature of your true worth.
 
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The Art of Intimacy with Rumi and Anais Nin

Christy and I are beginning our Romantic Relationships course this week and we've been talking a lot about the subject of inimacy and what it really means. So in this episode we were not surprised that she brought in Rumi (the 13th Century Persian poet) and Angela Anais Nin (the French writer) come to share their nonphysical perspectives on intimacy, romantic relationships, and marriage. Rumi defined intimacy as "Into Me You See."
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White Light At The Orlando Retreat Live

Our recording equipment faiuled us at the retreat, but we were able to get the audio from a cell phone recording. In this episode, you really get to hear Christy at her best as she flawlessly channels White Light. They are funny, enlightening and cut right to the issue.
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Dead Talk: Lionsgate, Celestial Codes and Past Lives

In this episode, Christy brings in Maya Angelou and Fouynding Father Thomas Paine. They come topgether to talk about the Lionsgate portal, the celestial codes that are now streaming into the planet and the benefit of learning about your own past lives.
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Dead Talk: King Akhenaten and Ursula LeGuin

Have you ever wondered about ancient Egypt? Imagine talking to a Pharoh who lived more than 3,000 years ago. What was life like back then? What did they think about the pyramids and the Sphinx? In this episode Christy brings in King Akhenaten and we get to ask all sorts of questions.
Imagine creating a sci-fi/fantasy world and writing more than twenty novels, more than a hundred short stories, more than a dozen volumes of poetry, five translations, and thirteen children's books. Ursula LeGuin also comes through and explains how she was able to access a dimension allowing it all to flow through her
What happens when a Pharaoh who once ruled through 'decree and flame' meets an author who built 'libraries with words'? They came in together, they say, on a day marked by unique astrological weather and the opening of a Lion's Gate portal, a time of balance and inner glow, connected to a Mayan calendar "rhythm sun" and an earthly feast day.
Prepare to hear their profound insights on everything from the true nature of the sun and the sacred meaning of the Aten – depicted as a solar disc with rays ending in human hands, representing a presence within everything, not a God above – to the surprising purpose of the ancient pyramids as places of transformation, not decay. You'll discover their perspectives on the Sphinx, which was seen as an old, powerful resonator or being, not just a monumen. We'll also touch upon the belief that the pyramids were built with technology brought to them, indicating a different understanding of their origins than what we currently hold.
This isn't just history; it's a conversation about truth, story, silence, and the collective dream window of consciousness. Ursula Le Guin discusses her writing process as "remembering sideways," tapping into "proto memory" or a "future that's remembered backwards". Both guests underscore that storytelling is how spiritual wisdom bypasses the ego, and how we are "myths in motion". Akhenaten shares a powerful message about not being reflections, but radiance, the light that births galaxies.
 
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Dead Talk: Walt Whitman and Simone Weil

In this episode, we connect with Simone Weil, the deeply spiritual French philosopher and activist known for her deliberate acts of compassion and her challenging exploration of suffering and de-creation as paths to the divine.
Her experiences, born from a pre-birth intention to find enlightenment through pain, offer a unique perspective on affliction, ego dissolution, and encountering God as a personal presence.
 
And then, we shift to the expansive spirit of Walt Whitman, the iconic American poet, who saw spirituality in the 'scent of the real'—in the sweat, soil, body, and breath of the world. Whitman's essence is about embracing the wild, untrimmed poem of life and daring to be misunderstood.
 
He viewed his poetry as a channeled field of collective longing, a drumbeat from the soul of Earth itself.
Though seemingly 'mismatched,' Weil and Whitman offer complementary insights, revealing themselves as opposite ends of the same vibrational frequency – exploring enlightenment through suffering and through joy, respectively.
 
Together, they deliver powerful messages on authenticity, releasing approval-seeking, and navigating a world in collapse. You'll hear Weil's profound question: "Am I offering me or am I auditioning for love?" and Whitman's liberating declaration: "Misunderstanding is not rejection. It's a space for mystery. Smile when it happens. You are becoming massive." They invite us to hold grief and joy simultaneously, to sing new stories into the cracks of collapsing foundations, and to radiate our authentic selves even in a 'loveless hour'.
 
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Gary's Spirit Guide Session

Today I'm sharing my recent Spirit Guide session with Christy. I was feeling a bit stuck lately with nothing much happening, which is highly unusual for me. What I was told during this reading changed my entire perspective. One of my spirit guides is Nicola Tesla and that was fascinating to discover. But another one was Marie-Sophie Germain. Those of you who know will recognize her as one of Christy's past lives. This was a truly incredible session.
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Healing: The Power of the Hoop and the Truth of Voodoo.

In this episode, Christy connects with Zora Neale Hurston and Black Elk to convey their profound messages. Zora, a very strong and vibrant presence, speaks vividly about her life and voodoo, dispelling common misconceptions and emphasizing its soulful roots and power. Black Elk, was a medicine man, relays deep spiritual truths and visions about unity, wisdom, and the sacred dream of interconnectedness. Both spirits offer personal guidance and transformative insights, highlighting the themes of remembrance, healing, and the intrinsic spirituality in everyday life.
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Dead Talk: Your Name Has Meaning - Bach and Dickinson

Johann Sebastian Bach and Emily Dickinson arrive to talk to us about music and words as transmission, not performance. They talk about the depth of meaning and purpose of your name. They also teach us that we each have a natural tone that we can sound and how this creates entaglement with each other and blossoms into something larger.
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